ever since i can remember, i always went by the motto "live your life with no regrets," and i did. i feel that having regrets is dwelling on the past, and in order to live in a happy and doubtless present time, you have to capture the profound moment, and then move on from it.
the singular thing that i regret is what happened with alissa.. part of its me being selfish, and well, a teenager. she was the first girl i was with after helen, it just happened so fast, and i just felt shell-shocked after it. also though, the fact that we can't be friends and that i am seen as a bad person by people gets to me the most. i'm not, i just made a mistake, and i know that there isn't anything i can do to change that opinion of me.
this is all very random, but its something i had to get off my chest.
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i know how you feel...the whole not being friends thing. and I know how u feel about ppls opinions. most of bowmans friends don't like me cuz of what happened. I'm here if u ever need to talk unless of course you are one of those ppl that think that way about me.
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