i was swimming through the waves, for what must have been days! but could find no relief..

today, my grandma and i went to a joint therapy session with my counselor, mike, and hers, cheryl.  it was great, a lot of stuff that has been bothering me with us was brought to the front, and the same with her.  i feel a lot better about stuff, and with them, i think she will be able to understand where i am coming from more.  

rodeo played great tonight, they felt a lot more real tonight, maybe because it was at harmon street, but i dunno, i felt like we were all connected with the music and everyone was having a great time..

i'm here for you, but i won't let you keep saying the same things and thinking the same things, that repetition is insanity, you HAVE to overcome this, and i know before i told you to take your time.. but at this point its becoming harder and harder for all of us to deal with.. especially you.