katie

i'm at a loss with this situation... i can't let this friendship go down the drain.."

i wrote those words so, so, so long ago.. i hoped that by now they wouldn't hold true..

things have changed so much since last year... at this time, katie and i had our problems, but were still close, still best friends... and noah and i were on the road to being brothers.. but then all of a sudden, it all wore off. noah has caleb, katie had taylor, and now things are different. i had a hard time accepting this as i was usually the one with the shit end of the stick. not to say i didn't start a lot of crap, and not to say that i didn't do some terrible things in defense too.

i'm just lost... she still has so much hurt from things said long ago, and i don't think she can get over it. i don't know, maybe i get over things too easily.. but this has just stumped me.


i know i'm to blame, but you are too.