where have i been with God? since december, my walk with him has more or less come to a complete stop, from that time up until just last saturday, i have smoked more weed and drank more alcohol and been to more parties than i had ever before, and whats even worse.. without a conscience. i have treated everyone i know and care about with hate and coldness, and hurt them in many ways.. i smoke cigarettes now, and whats worse than the fact that i can't stop, is the fact that i don't want to.. before, in the summer i was so close with him, i could feel the fire inside of being uplifted by the holy spirit, and now the best i can do is yearn for that.. i'm not living the life i want to be living.. nothing is as good to me as it was.
i need to get back on the path with the Lord, and i need to turn my life around.. i have stopped the partying, but how short lived will that be? i honestly have no idea.. my life isn't what it should be, but i can't get back on the right path with anything, not just my faith, alone.
i need help, but i am far too prideful to ask anyone for it.. if you can help me, please, please do..
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Romans 13: 11-14
Luke 17:6
I'm in the same boat man. Those are a couple good ones I've been reading.
most important thing I have been learning is love, from that everything is changing.
well, luckily you have and awesome cousin who is in the same boat you are in most of the time...well my walk with the Lord part, not the drinking and such part. Which makes me an awesome person to help you out :]
you know my digits.
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