i found my heart today, it wasn't where i had thought..

today, in the smallest amount of time that i've been awake, i did something that i told myself i would NEVER do.. i cheated on valerie gorham.. this is the worst decision of my life, and not only did i hurt myself, but i hurt the person i care most about.. i love valerie, i've only known her for a handful of months but she's changed my life and now she's gone.. i deserve whatever is coming for me and i know it won't be good..