Sunday, August 17, 2008

this feeling just keeps repeating, i know its got a hold on me..

essentially, this time of my life comes all too often.. but i lead myself to believe that it is different, and it may just be. usually when this feeling takes over, i end up courting then dating said apple of my eye. never, ever, have i felt this way about such a close friend, its bizarre and probably very awkward, but its true. and after two half-drunken nights which resulted in some of the most level-headed thinking i've had in these 18 years, i think we can be okay with this. i don't want to try to hard, but i can't hold back from trying at all...


more on this later i suppose.

1 comment:

TuloBroChill said...

Life's full of crazy lil' surprises, things will get better. If not with the situation then at least with you