Jerk

I hate being a jerk to people, especially girls, and especially girls that I at one time shared something wonderful with. I could never stand for things to end badly, and its even worse when they involve matters of the heart. Well at least I thought I couldn't, it seems like a part of me likes ruining things, which is odd because I have a hard time letting go. I guess its good that things ended this way, with all ties severed, but the things I said were not good and I'd like to apologize for them. I hope in the future things don't turn out like this.