does it rain in the winter?

have you ever had something completely unexpected come out of seemingly nothing at all? well before this week, i hadn't. in short, i'm dating allison, micah's ex-girlfriend. though we started dating solely as a retort, i'm actually starting to like her, and vice versa. she is a fragile girl, and i think a lot of people don 't see that. she is a react-er, everything that people do or say to her affects (effects?) her deeply. i feel as though she is the type of person i need these days.

SWAN is going awesome, apart from the music itself, the dynamic of the five of us as friends is wonderful, we can all hang out and get along and soon go through these wonderful experiences of playing in a band, and i can not wait.

today, an idea struck me. though i love playing guitar in SWAN, i miss playing bass. not necesarily in a band with a set of songs and all that, but jamming, creating music as it goes, not replaying something created once. SO, i am going to attempt to get a bunch of my friends from all over together every wednesday in my basement to make music, on any instrument, of any type, and i hope it will be wonderful. yes, i did make a facebook group for it.