we’ve been digging through the dark in the cold with nothing to show for it

what is going on these days? the craziest of things have been happening. and with each new incident things get weirder and weirder. thats about all i can say about that i guess.

i've got this feeling again, and i haven't felt it in a while. i don't know if it was the nice weather or the lyrics i read a few days back, but i once again feel loved. i am opening up my heart again, something i should have never stopped.

what am i doing?

i've been bracing myself for years and now that i'm about to hit the water, i don't feel at all like i should.. i've got a lot of things to fix. i just need to get my head out of the clouds and do them. i'm not gonna fuck up now, when i should be coasting anyway.

i'd be content with leaving a mark.

and don't be surprised..

i enjoyed having braids. however i am no g.