god i thank you for this family, and for this sacrificied bird..

micah reunion, ihop, wal mart, valerie's at 3 AM, thanksgiving, twilight, katie's house pt. 1, black friday, stephen's bike trip dvd, mj's pizza, harmon street, 1 billion strong in tony hawk 4, new hat and shoes, thermals, valtron, faz's, katie's house pt. 2, snow, taking home, going home, thanksgiving break.

and i'm rubbing my eyes to see if i'm awake..

tonight i was inducted into the National Honor Society.. i know its not that big of a deal, but i feel genuinely accomplished because of it. its nice to be shown that i'm bright, rather than just told it.

tomorrow is valerie and i's one month mark of being in a relationship together. its hard to believe that its already been a month, sometimes it seems like a lot longer, and others a lot shorter. she is a wonderful girl, and definitely worth keeping around..

please hold my head above the water.

last night, my favorite band, and i mean favorite, broke up.

they're spitting at the earth, plunder, beg and curse...

tonight, something scary happened between valerie and i..
at the show she didn't talk.. at all, not to anyone. and it was terrible, she feels very uncomfortable around people talking about stuff (music) that she doesn't know anything about. i know that this is just one instance, but i am very worried that the more shows we go to together, the more uncomfortable she'll feel.. and i don't want that, at all.

apart from that, anywhere with you's final performance was tonight, and i had the honor of playing the last three songs. i know the music may seem distasteful or just simply not real, but i realized tonight that playing with my friends and for my friends is what matters, not how the music is or who it appeals to. tonight caleb thanked me for playing those songs and that it felt right and that he was glad i was up there.. that really meant something to me.

saturday will be hard.

i can't front, i'm havin a blast!

tonight i met valerie's younger brothers. i met max (15) a while ago and he and i get along very well. i met jordan (5) christian (7) and noah (10), and they are all very unique. as odd as it sounds, jordan and i connected the most.. haha, something about the simple mind of the kid and my simple mind just clicked. i am happy.

..and i can finally listen to atmosphere again.

i get eaten by the worms, and weird fishes..

Weird Sisters is over, and i couldn't be happier. not because i hated it, i loved it, but because we did so well, and i personally have come SO FAR as an actor. i'm proud of myself, and i'm happy that i grew closer to certain people.

tulo and i went down to indy on friday, after about a month and a half of not being there.. it was weird down there, different.. i hate to say it, but i'm hesitant to go again..

thing are going great with valerie. katie and taylor, the two girls whose opinion matters the most to me, both approve of her and think she is lovely. my grandparents love having her around and they recognize that i am very happy.. hell even tulo thinks she is cool ha...

i need to apply to college, each day it becomes a bigger worry.

never understimate those with something to fight for..

we've won, and i couldn't be more satisfied. as for those of you who discredit mr. obama in anyway, give him a chance, and if you are so bullheaded that you can't handle it, either shut up or take some serious steps for 'real change' in the future.

and its nights like these that i will never forget..

later.